The Greatest Lovers are Murderers First

Omg, how many shows in the last week....

11/9 - Gratitude, Spill Canvas and the Grilled Lincolns (Go me for getting some free shit... including some vinyl... hell fucking yeah!)
11/10 - From Autumn to Ashes (some ppl recognized me from myspace... it was odd... plus they HAD to wait til i was loaded off of Gin and Tonics)
11/13 - Alexisonfire, The Receiving End of Sirens, Wilhelm Scream, All Time Low (missed the collar poppin, but got to see George Logan strip down to his boxers hehe;) and they played *waterwings twice.....)
11/14 - All American Rejects, Rooney and The Academy Is... (Whoop for gay poses, playing singles first and freakin 6 dollar drinks... good show tho)

Coming up....

11/18 - Converge, darkest hour, the red chord and municipal waste (thats if i dont go w Omar to get tats and see Harry Potter....)
11/20 - It Dies Today, Scars of Tomorrow and Bullet for My Valentine (Hell fucking yeah!)
12/3 - *early show* A show for Bayside ft. Stars Hide Fire, Pulling Teeth and Stars Turn Cold... with more TBA
*late show* Immortal Technique and Diabolic with others (theirs nothing like a day of shows, esp when u mix hardcore and hiphop)
12/4 - hellogoodbye, the rocket summer, hit the lights and David Melillo
12/6 - Halifax. The Punchline, I Am the Avalance and Fully Down
12/7 - Funeral for a Friend

Damn, i REALLY NEED to get a JOB!!!!!!!

I wish my tears would just flood... and then just wash me away...
I dont want to be here any more... I want to break away from all I've known...
I want to start something new... Make myself new...
Take away everything I ever was... everything I thought I would be...
And leave it where I now sit... abandon myself...
Erasing... removing... every memory... every pain... every self inflicted scar...
And start again... letting time slowly take me away...
Away into nothing...
Letting go of all fears...
All resentment, regret and remorse...
Feeling nothing...
Just being...
Just listening...
Listening to the waves that took me here...
Took me here to be alone....
Those salty waves that washed me away...
Those waves that were formed by my tears...

Well, since I havent updated in A LONG ASS TIME.... i have to tell you about all the changes i have made...

the most important one being.... i have quit smoking cigarettes forever

next most important.... i have taken up the hobby of smoking cigars:) oh i am soooooo happy! they are soooo much better... smoked a la gloria cubana today... freakin awesome.... my best friend Frank is helpin me out with this. he managed to hook me up with a free humidor so i can stock up and not worry bout them dryin out...

Im taking some courses in travel/tourism so i can get my certification as a travel agent and see where that might take me....

im going to Jamaica in october, tryin to go to sacramento in january and def tryin to go to greece in the spring... itll be fucking awesome

i dont know what else to say.... blah... im tired... gotta go to work early tomorrow... boooooo

lotsa love people

Christi

So i really suck ay updating this fucker...

I put my pic up on myspace finally... oddly now i got a lot of friend requests... haha funny... you can really see in that pic that ivr lost a bit of weight.... 20 more pounds to go!

So there has been a lot going on but I'm too lazy and too tire to talk about it....

I haven't been home since last monday night... it will be nice to FINALLY sleep in my OWN room and my OWN bed... thank god...




heres the track listing for my new mix... i got some wicked nice compliments on it, even though it is SORANDOM

1. i met a girl - wheat
2. missionary man - eurythmics
3. when i look into your eyes - firehouse
4. makeout club - gym class heroes
5. taxi driver - gym class heroes
6. niki fm - hawthorne heights
7. alone - heart
8. bound for the floor (copasetic) - local h
9. woman - maroon 5
10. cold hearted snake - paula abdul
11. if it were up to me - rooney
12. dangerous - roxette
13. World on fire - sarah mclachlan
14. broken - seether
15. smoke two joints - sublime
16. ugly - exies
17. c'mon baby - wakefield


i freakin love that mix.... thats my *belt it out in traffic* mix haha

i want some people to msg me :(

Check out my myspace...

Kelly, i can't believe i didnt get to see you!

K, time for night night now... i cant remember the last time i got some sleep...

much love and kisses

Christi

Yeah i got those people trying to vamp the life out of me, my energy, my resources, my emotions...
Let's list a few haha always FUN!

1. Fadi.... always wanting rides, money, other things... just had to cut him off
2. Kate.... trying to influence me as well as taking all my money
3. Will... pretty much enough said, although i figured that one out real quick and got rid of his lame ass

Oh by the way... funny that Will looks like Scott from American Idol, my mom pointed that out to me, now its the family joke haha... Will, I do hope you are reading this you FUCKING ASSHOLE.... good job TRYING to degrade me

And now it appears I have a stalker, who is always stoppin by my work and text messagin me... ive told you GO AWAY!!!!!!

Possibly, working in Fairfac for awhile!! So that'll be good, get to see my man more often then :) YAY!!!

K, gunna go watch House now and prepare for my day off by spending late hours catching up with people by phone and online... oh and ill be making full use of all the shows we have recorded on the TiVo

LOVVVVVVVVVVVE

NIP

So, I'm at work right now, and I'm totally bored....

I got my hair cut and colored yesterday morning! It looks wicked awesome. I can't wait for all y'all to see it! Now I'm struttin around with even more attitude than before... If that's possible...

Got to see Kip this mornin... He DEF liked my hair and my new skirt. Haha

I'm going to be up in the Cuse on april 21 and 22 so y'all better stop by and say hey not to mention say happy birthday to Curty! Its his last year as a teenager... AWWWWW.... Heh heh

Not much else to say...

Pumpkin and Honey Bunny are comin over tonite and we are gunna make margaritas and *special* brownies and learn the dance in Napoleon Dynamite. Last time I was dancing when I was slightly passed tipsy, I tried to break my ankle dancin on a chair... Hopefully I won't do that this time....

Well, I have to go, I have CUSTOMERS!!!! Yeah, I'm DEF updating from my phone...

Much love!
Christi

darnit.... its been freakin forever since I have actually updated... been busy workin.... and now im commuting to virginia every day to help out at fairoaks. But i do think i want to be transferred there... my ASM is a completely immature and unprofessional woman... its all high school crap... and i was SO over high school DURING high school...

Kip stopped by the Columbia store on Friday. He was on his way back to VA from Jersey. Well, Columbia really isn't on the way. He had wanted to take me out to lunch, but the other girl didn't even come in until 330... BUMMER! :( I did get to see him on Monday though :) And he will be working all week... Got Jonathans number too :) For some reason, he thinks I look like Jennifer Tilly! I don't see it.

Went to Salisbury on Saturday had an AWESOME time... slept most of the day Sunday, left the house only to go to the grocery store... and I wound up with a flat tire and siitting in the parking lot of shoppers for two hours waiting for the tow truck... Got that fixed today. I actually had to drive the van to VA so i could get to work!

Saturday I'm going to a party with Shannon... Can't wait... then I get to work on Sunday morning and go to church with Kate... so excited... hopefully I'll get to see Chris though :)

More later, House is on!

Christi

K, this is the best update yet.... i love this pic! me and my other brother lol

Alright, so I am FUCKING BORED. I'm waiting for Kelly and Wes and some other people to come on over...

This is my last few days....

hmmmm.... where to start...

Wednesday night I went over to Shannons house and we drank a whole shitload. People kept coming over to her house and it turned into this like huge party, but it was great dude. We started watching these comedy shows and eatin scoops and salsa, then fucking Gabe came over and crashed the party... Tell me who stand in front of the fucking tv? Then he was bitching about how the Democratic and Republican parties control the universe... blah blah blah.... I smoked like two packs of cigarettes....NO FUCKING MORE!!!!! I can't take it haha

Turkey day Shannon and I went over to her moms house. She kept giving us vodka and cranberry as fast as we could drink em.... oh yeah, the food was good too! haha

When we went back to Shans house, some drama started and then we got into some of our profound conversations... Always good times.

Got in trouble at work today for my tongue ring....

James loved my sternum piercing though and was inquiring as to what others I planned on getting.....


Theres nothing like.....
.....my DM being curious about my piercings
.....truly never wanting to smoke again
.....the rentals going away for 5 days
.....super caramel macchiatos with extra shots
.....gettin into a 21 and over club because I know the owner
.....driving two new corvettes in 10 days, one yellow, one red
.....talking to Kip in my car for two hours
.....getting a 37 year old mans opinion on my past relationships and currents trends
.....getting free cigars:)
.....getting beer cause i know the owner of 7-11
.....going to work at 7 on black friday to find there is no holiday rush at the mall i work at
.....*shampoo is better, i go on first and clean the hair* *conditioner is better. i make the hair silky and smooth* *STOP LOOKING AT ME SWAN!!!!!!!*
.....the declawed cats using the goddamn scratching post
.....leftovers from turkey day!:)

Goooooooooodnesssssssssssssssssssssssss.............when the hell is everyone gunna get here? i might just go to bed!

Well, I am so sick of this stupid shit... im going back to my open diary.... i can do a lot more cool shit with it too....:)

Tonight I had like 2 bottles of wine... Mark wouldnt let Kate drink it so HA! Someone had to drink it! LoL but all is goood!

I work tomorrow morning and I get to see Kip so its all good:) By the way, he is not married he is separated in the process of getting a divorce yippee for me! I'm trying to get up to syracuse when he needs to, he wanted to take me somewhere:)

why the hell am i listening to old A-ha songs? hehe

Brian called me today. Supposed to go out with him next week. He said he wanted to come up to Baltimore and take me to a club.... Damn, i havent talked to that boy since last summer! But apparently he is still interested:)


I talked to James last night when I went to work to get my paycheck.... he is such a sweetheart! Got his number, so I'll call him tomorrow I'm thinking, although he is prolly still up. I think I'll call after i finish this entry......



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*Did u think thtta i would cry? on the phone? do u know what it feels like? being alone? I ll find someone new... swingswingswing fromt he tangles of... my heart is crushed by a former love.... can you find a way to carry on again??????*

......Weird, James loves that song.... was singing along with me! YAY! I got to talk to him. Wants to take me to dinnner on Tuesday after work... just to the Blue Iguana and I am pretending it is not a date!



Swinsgswingswing...........


DAMNIT...... WINE IS GONE!!!!!!!!

Gunna go work out then go to bed:)

ohhhhh nooooo gooooooooood soooooooooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggggg!

IMMMMMM FORRRRRRREVEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRR YOURS FAITHFULYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NITE!!!